LAZYCATTRAIN
welcome to my very own worldme
catherine anabella, 16.
[sanur, xi a 2]
an ordinary girl with extraordinary mind.
i love shockingpink or any other kind of pink, white, and black.
i love to eat, shop for love, shop for labels. *fashion to the greatest*
nothings really special bout me. 170-height 47kilos, left-handed, black hair.
selfish.moodyy.indignant.
iDream :
ZD (sehrgut), STUDIENKOLLEG + UNI = DEUTSCHLAND!! my friendster
my facebook
msn : blue_clessy
now i'm back with a brand new life. nothing's much to tell about but guess still have to write some lil interesting thangs hitted me since early 09 ;)
so yeah, jan-mid may there was nothing so special for me.
JULY 2009. I had a chance to visit GERMANY and visit a three-weeek summercourse there. And I met TONS of interesting people. (IHR ALLE FEHLT MIR SEHR! seriously!!)
made QUINTILLION photographs that couldn't be uploaded here. ha-ha not that i didn't want to, it's too much. (will surely update the separated details to this stuff later, promise.)
AUG 2009. IM TURNING 17!!! - finally
had a small dinner in portobello. it wasn't so good actually since not many people could attend the dinner and the service @ P wasn't good AT ALL. n we couldn't ordered any bottled drink that time because of my dad- oo SO SAD. but THANKS GUYYS FOR COMING :)) u made my day lol
AND LATELY I'VE BEEN BUSY SEARCHING FOR COLLEGES THAT REALLY FIT ME TILL FINALLY I DECIDE to apply to UDUB and UIUC.
PRAY FOR ME PEOPLE, so I can enroll to any one of them next yr ;))
busy with the SATs, TOEFL, and essay, too.
really need luck and prayers.
Rules :
1. It's about ur elementary school
2. Remember the memories when u were there
3. Tell the truth and do not think too long
4. Tag to 5 blogger
5. Let's start !
1. Nama sekolah kamu ?> paulus baby
2. Berdirinya sekolah itu sejak ?> keine Ahnung
3. Guru yang paling galak ?> bu sisil kayany jutek gada yg galak sih ahah
4. Guru yang paling lucu ?> aduh gue lupa jaman sd. haha
5. Cerita lucu apa yang masih kamu inget dari guru paling lucu itu?> aduh gue uda bilang gue lupa jaman sd.
6. guru paling polos dan ga bisa marah ?> aduh ngga inget deh serius
7. temen terbaik di sana ?> nickson bukan sih. eheh. santika celine vina vini (: miss u all
8. kenangan terindah yang kamu buat ama teman terbaikmu?> gainget
9. penyebab pertengkaran kalian yang paling hebat ?> ah biasalah anak kcil
10. ada cewek/cowok yang kamu suka ?> hahaha mungkin ga sih
11. perasaanmu terbalas ?> kaga peduli pas waktu itu. jadi gue ga tau terbalas apa ga.
12.orang yang kamu benci ?> enggaada kayanya pas itu. kn msi sd polos cuy
13. pernah dihukum di SD ?> pernah, disetrap sering. hahaha seringlah bahkan.
14. ejekan yang paling lama melekat ?> ga punya ejekan pas sd. anak sd gue polos. ih nayong haha
15. uang jajan sehari-hari ?>dulu cm 3000 book sehari hahahahaha
tag : yoshi, tewe, igi, rici, mama
you know what? im totally TRAPPED. no way out. just that.
last holiday i went to beijing, china. it was superb. yet pathetic. i went there with my fam n cousin n denise. the dorm was tooooo strict that made me feel bad - honest. no tv no internet, lucky some indonesians there had ones. :)
ah ya merry xmas n happy nu yr. though its been very late.
on dec 28 08 we went skiing n u know what? it felt like i was so sick. and its proven. hell. so thats the point why i couldnt go skiing totally that time.
ngeeek :/ hate.
maybe i'd share many more stories later.
imagine if i werent bornt as "me today"
imgaine if bahkan gua gausa ada skg.
then i wont have to feel like this. today. sittin in front of pc. cryin because of silly things.
i used to try my best just to reach my dream.
but i think startin today im gonna givin up
cos i feel like no matter how hard i try the silver lining will appear no more in front of me..
so all the things im doing is u-seless.
i give up now doesnt mean i havent try anything before.
i almost give everything tats lay on me. even my life i will sacrifice if its needed.
i cant find it no more. the destination of my life. .
ah capekk. gua gangerti gua maunya apa sih.
im tired of all what im doing. fake-smilling, fake-fake-and fake-...
youd never seen when im cryin? yeah thats good cos in front of other ppl, my bro my mom my dad and yall my friends , i always try to look happy so that they wont feel tat i have problems.
now i guess im goin to sui ci de. i just cant take it anymore.
if you dont see me any minute then maybe im not here anymore.
*bye-bye before*
i lost my mind.
im being careless with most of the competitions and all the things not related to my-mostimportantthingsinmylife.
i dont know but this could be my last post.
if only i could turn back time.
HOMEWORK'S RULES:
Each blogger must post these rules.
Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
Blogger that are tagged need to write about their own blog about their ten things and post. these rules. you need to choose some people to get tagged and list their names.
Don't forget to live them a comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog.
10 facts about me :
fact #1
i ate more than 5 times a day but im very scared of being fat. *nahlho* hahahaha ga konsekuen uda mkn bjibun tapi gamo gendut ohyea i ate so much carbs and fat. and as an indonesian, this is the 1st time gua bangga dengannn jreng3 INDOMI. hahahaha. emang enk bgttt. currently weighting 48 - normally 46 pdhl. mati kan.
fact #2
i buy all the dresses shoes and handbags using my own money (since i was 14). okaaayy i know tat all my money come from my mom and dadd but heeyy when they give it to me as duitbulanan kan itu uda jadi pny gua? while anak anak lain mo bli apa tggl ngmg sm bonyoknya without lama2 nunggu duit jajan cukup. hahaha. i envy them sometimes.
fact #3
i spend most of my days not at home and not beside my phone. maklum sibukk. gyahahaha. tiap ari plg mlm les jerman bimbel etc. capeeekkkk , seriously..
fact #4
gua sempet evolusi lemarii
tat made me frustated cos ya as i said beforee gua bli bju dkk mostly using my own moneyyy ya gua dulu sempet dr using number 32 terus geser ke 34 trus pernah hampir 36, fortunately engga jadi sampe geser lagi kaloga gmn crnya gua bli bju bju gua lagi. beli baru smua? beedeeeh
fact #5
TUHAN ngasi gua berkelimpahan bangettt. hahahaha. me skoliosis then dulu tonggos then kae org indiaa gitu deh gmn sih. ahahahahaha. ah ya gua jg sempet kiste di daun kuping gitu terus dioprasi. tuuhh gua berkelimpahan kaan. kiste - kelimpahan daging, skoliosis - kelebihan tulang *yg nonjol* , ky orang india - kelebihan ****.. hahah.
fact #6
im not really afraid of the death since i feel like unhappy. haha. asal jangan biarin gua sakit. kalo die tp gasakit sih i want want aja as long as i have jaminan masuk surga. lol.
fact # 7
gini gini gua pcaya banget sm kkuatan doa when gua uda gatau msti ngapain dan gua doa dan gua pasrah slalu tjadi hal hal yg baek. wow. miracle does really happen. hahah. :D but if yg gua mau ga tkabul gua jg ga mrasa apa apa since gua *baru mule* ngerti kalo gue ga dapet suatu hal ya pasti TUHAN uda plan something yg even better dr yg gua bayangin. i know it. hahah
fact #8
i like it when i get the bestest thing with the minimum-est sacrifice. well sp sih yg gasuka? hahaha in fact gua jujur aja jrg bljr. since i feel jenuh tgl d ind gua uda being careless with most of the things surround me. haha, jujur ya gua ngrasa surrounded by the things i dont want nor the things i need. like school life etc, honest me. yg brkaitan sm dsni gua uda mulai ga mikirin but guess i'll still try to participate in pmdk unpar later
fact #9
saking carelessnya sama apa yg ada disini gua skg d skola cuma pduli sm math, phy, *lil* chem, and my Deutsch. yg laen ga gt pduli. ah ya gw jg pduli bgt sm seni dan kgiaatan saptu gua yg wowowow veryyyy entertaining and moneymaking. hahahahhaa. gua blkgn mikir gua ngapain sih cape2 bljr apa yg ga gua pake later. gua ga bs ky ank2 laen being too driven to do a lot of things they unlike. its tooo haaard. i do the things i want i do the things i like. tats all.
fact # 10, my wishes
i realllyyy want to be an architect, tpatnya world class one. hahahahahaha. pray for me babyyy gua pgn bgt kulia k jerman. kl bisa aachen stuttgart hannover ato muenchen. currently itu sih sasaran gue. hehee. doakan lolos :) well doakan jg gue lolos mgmp mat yg bkl diumumin kamis tgl 20 :)))))) *AMIN* hahaha. useful bgtkl lolos. (mgmp 50 finalis gua taon lalu pas kls 10 ilang loh garagara skola ga ngjinin gua ambil. so mean?) haha
okayy tats allll maybe not so entertaining but yea tat are the facts yg gua inget
Label: daily
sanur edufair, ONESTEP CLOSER. oct 11 2008. (SAUDARA2, gambar diatas bkn poster edufair, mlainkan gbr poster KEMBANGGULA yg bkl ada tgl 8 nov.. heheee..) things went greattt ahhay cm gua sih ga gt btah. gua baru tanyatanya ttg jerman dan gw baru tauu aufnahmepruefung studienkolleg tu Deutsch wifawt subject (abittt fiiuuuwwwhh) buttt ya ttep gua aga aga nyaho gitu ngeliat soalny. pdhl one of my friend told me tat itu tmasuk soal yg gmpg2. mati kaan. gua uda gangerti ap ap gt. TAKUT. hikk.. gua trus k presentasi nus. yaah lumayan sih. hehe. syg bgt gua dptnya binus jd byk buang2 wktu. gua ga gt minat. trus unpar gw jg tny2 dkit. cm gw ga tau np gw plg minat nanya2 nus sama daad. hehe. emg lbi minatnya k luarnegri. tman2.. doakan gw bsa msk STUDIENKOLLEG MUENCHEN. DOAKAN GUA BISA DPT SEHR GUT di ZD *AGIRLCANDREAM ahhah* trus mgmg dstu gua bs masuk TU MUENCHEN :) whueheue. asoyyy.pgn arstektur gt c...
but stil mgkn gw ttep memperhitungkn gua ada kmgknan k us jg. soo gua tnyt ga bs leha leha lepas toefl. pdhl byasa gua uda asal2an bgt les ga niat sring bolos.. bhkn gua mstiny mule namba sat. hahhaa. entah de idup gua gmn
kmrn tepar bgtt trus pas edufer. maap tman2 yg ga gua sapa dluan, brati gua galiat. :( lg eng ing eng bgt si kmaren cengo. hahaha..
trus kmrn gw k grandi. asik ajaa.. hurahura sm ank ank tere. sm sasa nad nina cindy bule siton. ytd was greatt. kt tuh karraokeann btr d trex.. nyanyi2in lagu nora sambil digaya2in terus k funworld maenmaen mkn d foodlouvre.. huehue. ya gt sih.. bli rok d 21. lucuu n ga mahal gt :)))
kmrn pas edufer jg ktmu vell, dia ambil perga sama tattingnya. hhe..
trus ni ari minggu okt 12... malesss blajar. so mgkn bsk pagi gw bru mule bljr.. uda fc cat girang ma bela si buat siap2 bsk pagi. huehue. pasrah dehh.. mental gua masi mental liburan.. nggaa mood skola. hehe. mgkn rncana gua mule niatin skola dkit smt 2 bru bs mule trlaksanaa :( *oh maap ayah ibu dan guru dan skolahku!* hahaha. ntar mlm plg pgi kondangan aja biar ada acara ga bosen. hehe.
OHIYA EDUFER KMAREN JG KETEMU DEBBY. LG BALIK K IND DIA! hehe :DDD
ehiya, comingsoon ni :
sanur KEMBANG GULA. nov 8, 2008. see ya there ppl :) *poster can be seen above* hahah.
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